hope.
the driving factor for us still being here. hope is only truly gained
from external factors, not from within. everyone has a different source of hope.
a lot of people use spirituality, love and momentary pleasures. which, at times, is
the healthiest option. sometimes hope is the only thing that lights the spark in your chest.
which... makes sense. you have to give in to the instinct to hope.

when you look at these stories of people in the worst absolute condition that
life brings, sometimes you wonder how they haven't decided to end their suffering yet.
true answer: hope. they have hope, even if it's a crumb, even if it doesn't exactly make sense.
i guess what i'm trying to say is... seek hope. always. even if it's a sparkle. even if it isn't
big.

though, if hope doesn't give come to you, there is always a choice. a choice that should be
thouroughly thought through, not acted upon impulse.

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