this is a cute dog, right?

something universally agreed upon as sweet and loveable, is not immune
to it's violent nature. a dog must survive. that is what nature cares about
most - survival. not feelings or love... but the course of life. it doesn't
care that a baby was conceived in rape. it doesn't care that a deer will
be killed for the wolf to have food. it doesn't care about you, it only
cares about your bloodline. about you bearing children and your children
bearing children. the brutal proccesses such as natural selection and evolution are the backbone of life on our planet.

society isn't all too different.
your worth is mostly based on what you "bring to the table".
but sometimes, you haven't been seated at the table yet.
sometimes, you seem to be too aware. too aware of this scum earth
and willing to fucking stand up for that.
most people walk through life with their head down.
but when you're sensitive, you feel as if the world is breaking more and more each day.

because it is...

and soon you will realise that no one will be there to help you process this shit.
awareness and belonging go hand in hand, thus when you realise this violent reality
you will realise that your purpose after all was... non-existent.
i believe there are some people who are meant to be sad, who are meant to
carry the weight of existence, who cannot be saved or rescued. their soul
was built on pain, and continues to grow only on pain.

life bears no mercy.

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